Thursday, December 13, 2018

Do men miss nylons?

So as I've discussed before (like many of us), I'm a member on fetlife.  So there's this one dude in my area that keeps making the same post in our group, that he'd like to worship a transgender girl's legs covered in nylons.  I didn't think much of it, I mean everyone has their favorite body part.  Some like boobs, some like asses, some like legs.  Then I get a friend request from a totally different person, and in his profile he says he's looking for a pantyhose princess.  More specifically, he likes sheer hose (no fishnets), no panties.. a skirt and some nice heels.  Now I'll admit, I do LOVE a nice looking pair of legs with hose and heels.  But from my perspective it's a bit different since I do dress up from time to time and can fulfill that need.

So is this a growing trend?  Both users are in their late 40's (so they would have grown up in the 80s when hosiery, skirts and heels were everywhere).  I think many men miss this look.  You look at how most women are dressed, it's yoga pants and sneakers if it's casual.  If it's business it's probably pants/blouse and low heeled shoes.

For the record, I think being with a straight man is weird enough.  Having someone worship my legs would feel a bit weirder somehow.  While I get the objectifying aspect, it seems double fold when they are seeking a transgender, and also want to focus on a specific body part.

Saturday, November 10, 2018

self suck dream

Had the most vivid dream last night that I was home alone (wife was out somewhere).  I decided to try self sucking again knowing there was no way I was going to reach, and to my surprise (in my dream) I bent down easily and was able to comfortably go all the way down almost as if my back just hinged.  Dream lasted a while too because I remember getting hard, and feeling my cock in my mouth, and gagging, but not climaxing.. getting soft again, lying on my back, lying on my side.

I don't know what the dream was supposed to mean, but it was a lot of fun.

Tuesday, October 23, 2018

Aliexpress - not worth it

So made an order about a month ago.  Items slowly came in.  Now unlike ebay (where they attempt to convert sizes and be honest), aliexpress is so confusing.  So took a chance on 3 items:

1. Couple pairs of hosiery
2. Couple pairs of leggings
3. Pair of heels

Now to start off, hosiery.  Now I specifically ordered "plus size" thinking I'll have no problem fitting right?  Well they made them big enough, but they were SO short.  I know heights can vary, but I've never had an issue stretching them to fit me.
https://www.aliexpress.com/item/Women-Tights-Plus-Size-Sexy-Stockings-Female-Pantyhose-Nylon-Fishnet-Sheer-Collant-Femme-Meia-Calcetines-Mujer/32849254645.html?spm=a2g0s.9042311.0.0.3da24c4d2V1jIg

Next, the leggings.  Now keep in mind I CANNOT find these for sale anywhere else.  I can find faux jean leggings (sorta), none of them have flower prints on them.  I won't say I can't get them on, but they are really tight (but at least they are tall enough).  Still on the fence about keeping them.  Now granted they say 65cm waist width (which would be 25.5"), but I assume that meant like across, not the circumference.  But then it also says 95cm relaxed?  What the hell is the difference?
https://www.aliexpress.com/item/Fashion-Slim-Women-Spring-Summer-Leggings-Faux-Denim-Jeans-Leggings-Long-Floral-Printing-Casual-Pencil-Pants/32847324474.html?spm=a2g0s.9042311.0.0.3da24c4d2V1jIg


Finally, the shoes.  They have a really big selection of heels, especially "large" ones.  So I found this pair:
https://www.aliexpress.com/item/2017New-Ladies-Shoes-Gladiator-Sandals-Women-Big-Size-48-49-50-Sandals-Ladies-Party-Wedding-Shoes/32799421026.html?spm=a2g0s.9042311.0.0.3da24c4d2V1jIg

I ordered size 17, thinking that would be US size.. Nope.  If you go the chart, 17 = 44.5 euro, which if you back convert is like a size 10.5 mens.  I wear a size 14-15 mens, so of course these didn't come close to fitting me.  The largest size they carry is 20, which compares to about a 12.5.

Bottom line, don't get enticed by their low prices and cheap or free shipping unless you are really small and willing to take the risk of things fitting.


Monday, July 2, 2018

2 good drag videos

So this first one is just an amazing transformation.
https://youtu.be/h-HdwkQwD2E

To go from this:


To this:


Is just crazy.

In this 2nd video, he makes a pretty cute looking girl.. But the video is actually sort of entertaining.  Getting reactions from people, and just screwing around the mall.
https://youtu.be/XXxeF4J8cmI


 

Part one has some good moments too, reactions from random people on an app called monkey, and his roommates
https://youtu.be/XAoBCz8Hwmk?t=293

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Deepfake

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Petite is my most desired form

I'm sure I'm not alone in this.  If I had a choice of any female body type to be, it would be very short (which is the complete opposite of what I am now).  Could it be that much like super femme female is the complete opposite of a manly man?  Could it be that a small girl is thought of as weak or easily overpowered, and most men who are typically in charge fantasize about being submissive?

Reason I bring this up, there's a co-worker who is REALLY short and cute that occasionally stops by our department.  I don't know what nationality she is, perhaps spanish but if I could describe her imagine taking ariana grande (who's pretty short at 5 feet even), then making her even shorter.  Seriously like this girl can't be taller than 4' 4" tall.  So today I'm coming back from lunch, and she's walking to our front door at the exact same time.  I look at our reflection in the glass door and I can visually see how crazy different we are in height.  All I could think about is how badly I wanted to jump into her body.

Wednesday, June 6, 2018

Payless shoes = dysphoria, and not the good kind

So I've been a little frustrated with shoe buying this past year (male, not female).  Payless stores started closing, and I was paying between $30-$40 for shoes that don't last.  Now granted I'm a big person, and I don't have high expectations for shoes in that price range.  However, it's not like I'm working construction.  We are talking about dress shoes that see maybe 2-3k steps per day, and almost always the seam between the sole and the upper half starts to split, and no amount of glueing keeps them together.  So for the past maybe 9 months I've been buying my shoes on Amazon.  I figure if I'm going to pay that range, I might as well get a "little" better quality, and have them shipped directly to my house for free and pay minimal tax.  The first 2 pair worked out decently, maybe lasted a little longer.  Comfortable, about what I expected.  Well I tried a different pair this last time, and they fit like crap.  I assumed they just needed to break in, nope.  Month later I couldn't take it, I bought those Dr Schol's inserts, still hurt.  It's not the bottom of my feet but my toes.  Between getting pinched from the sides, and having too much space in the wrong areas (which means my toes are rubbing all day) it feels like knives stabbing my toes by the end of the day (I literally have red marks).  Wearing double socks sort of helps, but only marginally and I think it's ridiculous to go to that extreme.

So yesterday I look around my local grocery store, yea nope nothing past a size 13. Today I stop at a famous footwear, yea nope a few 13's, maybe one pair of 14's I'm not interested in.  So I bite my tongue and go back to payless.  First off, this store is incredibly cruel to someone like me.  I'd say easily 85% of the store is geared toward women, the men's shoes is like half of one side of an aisle.  They have a couple pairs that sort of fit, I end up going with what look more like a sneaker but they are ALL black so I'm hoping I can pull it off at work even though they aren't technically dress shoes.

Here's where I fall into a depression, a woman starts browsing around for shoes, and just happens to be looking around my section.  All I could think about in my mind is how lucky she is to have small feet and can literally buy a shoe based on what it looks like, not go "what shoes do you have my size in?".  And I'm talking about mens shoes, I'm not even talking about women's shoes.  Pheh, I'm lucky I can find women's shoes online in my size.