So I took my 3 pills daily for 2 weeks straight (one purifca, 2 saw palmetto). Didn't notice any change in my body or skin, or breast growth (not surprising).. I felt a little more at peace with myself, like maybe a little more normal. I mean I still read TG blogs, still fantasized when I wanted to do the deed (which performance wasn't affected either, but I wouldn't say enhanced either) I also didn't feel like I obsessed about trangender thoughts throughout the day.
I'm about 5 days off of it, and today the urges are strong. I feel like I'm having withdrawals. Like all day during work I thought about crossdressing, any female photo I saw as I flicked through my facebook feed I'd pause and fantasize what it would be like to be her. If my wife weren't in such a stressful period in her life right now, I would have totally crossdressed tonight. She's leaving for a trip in a couple days, and I have a feeling that if these urges don't settle down, I'm going to be a mess psychologically. I'm gonna need a lot of feminine attire to cope with this.
A small part of me is worried that now that my body has had a taste of normalcy and balance that this may not go away until I go back on it.
I'm about 5 days off of it, and today the urges are strong. I feel like I'm having withdrawals. Like all day during work I thought about crossdressing, any female photo I saw as I flicked through my facebook feed I'd pause and fantasize what it would be like to be her. If my wife weren't in such a stressful period in her life right now, I would have totally crossdressed tonight. She's leaving for a trip in a couple days, and I have a feeling that if these urges don't settle down, I'm going to be a mess psychologically. I'm gonna need a lot of feminine attire to cope with this.
A small part of me is worried that now that my body has had a taste of normalcy and balance that this may not go away until I go back on it.
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