Monday, May 4, 2020

short TG dream last night / coronavirus masks

So I dreamt last night that I was sitting in a lazy-boy chair in a living room.  I was aware there were other people in the room but don't remember who they were.  Some woman was wanting to test some lipstick, and she scanned the room, and walked over to me (I'm guessing because I had the fullest lips).  I let her do it without questioning it whatsoever.  She walked away, and then suddenly in the dream I was walking to some appointment.  There was lots of stone and stairways, and I felt subconscious about walking around as a dude with lipstick on.  I saw a group of people coming so I hid behind a wall and starting looking at youtube videos on my phone.  As a group of girls passed by, one turned towards me and asks "What's your name?".  I wasn't sure if she was curious who I was, or if she did that on purpose to out me.  As I began to speak, two things went through my mind.
1. I hadn't practiced a female voice
2. I couldn't come up with one of my female persona names

So I ended up just sort of letting out a "baaa guhhh", and then she turned away and continued walking along.

So this brings up my next point.  We've been in isolation for about 6 weeks, and I've been wearing a mask in public for probably the past 3-4 weeks for my own safety and others (but it's been mandated as of the beginning of the month).  This was brought up on fetlife (not like I haven't had this thought myself).  With the 6-foot rule, plus everyone wearing masks (and everyone generally trying to avoid each other), and the likeliness of being confronted is VERY low, it would seem that right now is a perfect time to try crossdressing in public.  You're 6 feet from everyone, half your face is covered (so not only are you not recognizable but you're covering the part of your body that's likely the least female), plus with a mask your speech is going to tend to be muffled so even speaking is sort of helped by this).  I almost feel like if I don't take advantage of this time I'm missing out.

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