Sunday, September 15, 2019

recurring dream?

So I vividly remembered a dream, but what was weird is I didn't remember I had a similar dream until I revisited the same scenario.  So the first dream that I'm now remembering was that I was a drag queen at some bar/restaurant somewhere in a mall.  I don't remember what I was wearing in the first dream other than I had on heels.  This second dream it started out as me walking through the mall with the thought that I was on my way to work but didn't know what the job was.  I looked at my watch and saw that it was 6pm which was when I started... I walked to where I thought my job was, only to find that the store front was covered up.  I was like "what the hell?  Did they close? what's going on?".  I walked around a few times and when I circled back I finally realized that they had covered up the entrance with a giant white wall with a subtle swinging door for the entrance.  Once I walked through there it lead me down a long hallway, and then through the front entrance.  As I walked through the restaurant I could see several drag queens walking around prepping for the night.  For some reason one of the drag queens was William Belli and as I walked by she looked up, said "heyyyy" and did a little jig and I did a jig back.  I walked to the back room where the dressing room was.  I had a coat on to cover up my yellow floral dress, and had on bright yellow nike gym shoes.  I started to get my heels on and get ready to do my makeup.  It felt like a newish job, and I wasn't really sure what my role was.  Was I a performer?  Was I a bartender? A waitress?  Hostess?  I was worried how tiring this type of job of standing for a long time was going to be.

I wondered this morning why I was having a recurring dream about being a drag queen.  I have been super busy lately and haven't really had time for dressing up, so perhaps this was my brain's way of dealing with not being able to do so in real life.

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