So I just woke up and vividly remember a dream where I had obtained a whole bottle of estrogen pills. As with most dreams, the details can get fuzzy (especially the longer you wait to write it down), but I'm pretty sure I had obtained them without seeing a doctor and getting a blood test. In the dream I was doing errands, shopping at the grocery store at one point. I kept thinking about those pills in my pocket, telling myself over and over "just take one, what's one going to hurt?" Finally at one point I took a pill, and it was like a flood over my body (results exaggerated for my dream). My entire thought process changed, I looked at my reflection and immediately noticed changes to my face and body. I felt calm and normal for the first time in my life. It felt so vivid and strong that it woke me up.. And then I felt a strong boner down there.
So what does this dream really mean? What's the connection of being aroused? Was I getting aroused because of my typical crossdreamer mind of "ooh I'm turning into a girl, this is hot"? Or was I getting aroused in the way that I'm finally getting something I've been wanting for a long time, like when you save up for a sports car and the day finally comes to go to the dealer to buy it and you get aroused when you finally take that test drive because it's become real?
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