public video chat last night

So I did it.. I dressed up and sat in front of a webcam.  I wore minimal makeup, wig, glasses (I think this covers your face well so you aren't as recognizable in case someone should decide to record me for evil purposes).  I wore a boustie, a lace top, fishnet hose, 5" heels.  I setup a purple sheet on the couch to make the backdrop a little better.  I was half tempted to apply false nails to really pull off the look, but knowing what a pain they are to attach (and remove), and this being my first experience I opted to save it for another time.  I pointed the camera at my crotch, and basically masterbated for about 2 hours (rarely getting hard, but lots of pre-cum).  The site itself is setup rather frustrating as it only allows 2 minutes of private video chat (I think it's setup to earn money, IE tokens), not sure how that works.  I get why one guy was trying to get me to skype with him.  Lots of compliments, one person in their 20's even saying how they liked older TS.  As good as that felt, there was a part of me that felt jealous of some of the other channels (15 viewers in some cases).  I don't think I everexceeded 7-8 viewers (typically 2-3), but I can see why based on the competition.  I shouldn't be offended either because I find myself flipping through pages and pages of porn looking for just the right video to alter the plotline to my own fantasy (usually lesbians, and I pretend that my wife transformed me), why shouldn't viewers be just as picky what they like looking at?

Suffice to say, I never really got hard.  I don't know if it was nerves, or I wasn't being simulated by anything (bunch of guys sending private messages).  After nothing happened and the room started to get stale I logged off, a short visit to xhamster and it didn't take very long for me to climax (2 hours of teasing will do that to you).